Y Thursday, March 13, 2008Y
10:25 PM
WOW! my body has decided to kua3 on this very day. i thought im fine after the fever subsided with panadol! BUT my forehead is slightly burning and my feet are like shaking in cold. its like white and plain cold. as in literalyl cold. there is no blood which accounts for the fact that it is white. haiz. i really think i should work like mad to stop being emotional hey c'mon thats not my style man. where has teh american ah boy thing go? i sort of dun find it in me man. where are my dudes?! where?! all i see is myself crying at romance movies which i once though was so darn stupid and melodrama seah. im sitting in front of my comp, typing this post and hoping my fever doesn go up tomorow or not later my mama dun let me do fot DALT. but then yup yup im sure my daddywill let me go. cuz he goes to trng though he is sick. and i just confirmed with him. heh heh. ok why am i laughing. im sad lehs. yup see i have changed. i used to laugh at ppl who use stuff like larhs, lorx, lehs. like the extra 's' and 'x' behind. but see what im doing now? im using them too! its like why have i changed till the totall opposite of the previous me?! im sad. im broken hearted. im tired[mentally]. im having suicidal thoughts. thought of just going away where there will be no troubles at all. i know that is going to be so irresponsible but wth man. i hate life >.<
