
ok back to the other side. this blog is getting really dead. but I promise . i will blog abt OBS. REALLY i swear. ok...im feeling a bit disguste [ok tt may not be the best word] but yea, complicated feeling in me. about 2 matters. im really so zee zar zar. dunno how to describe. i tried to went my frustrations by punching a bolster instead of telling someone cuz im quite paiseh to do tt anymore. since i have like talked a lot of sad stuff to e person. so >.<>
