Y Thursday, March 13, 2008Y
12:20 AM
i feel empty now. empty in the middle of the night. as ususal, i can't seem to find the words to describe my present emotions. i feel a bit of this this this and that. i have no idea what i am doing now. lazing around? doing nothing? i feel like im such a bum man. waking up not doing much stuff. going on to msn to chat. sleep. then the cycle repeats itself. is that what my day is gonna be like in my future. well i hope not cuz there are so many things out there waiting for me. And ppl around me, trying to comfor me, trying to help me to their max. but nothing is going to change unless i am going to be more discipline and stuff. i really dunno how to change my life. anyone out there wants to help me organize my super messed up life? hope u will be there for me to lend a helping hand.
